Looking at the 660,000 worth of coins I bought earlier skyrocketing, my heart is shattered. If I had held onto them, my 660,000 loan would have netted at least 800,000 in profit by now. Many people asked me before, why take out a loan from a lending platform instead of a bank? Damn it, borrowing from a bank is way too slow. Even with all the paperwork, qualifications, and property collateral in place, it still took nearly 10 days, and the funds haven't been disbursed yet. By the time the bank releases the funds, the coins I had my eye on would have already doubled or tripled in value. Lending platforms, on the other hand, nod their heads, blink their eyes, and the funds are released immediately. Especially for those playing with contracts, when you're in a rush to add margin, waiting for the bank's funds would mean your position has already been liquidated 800 times over. Sigh, my road to turning things around is just too damn bumpy. Oh, heavens! Oh, earth! Why do you always torment such a kind and honest man? Do you even know how hard this man has it?